Liar

What about a lie makes people do it? Why do we need so many masks, why do people lie? Most importantly why are lies so devastating to me?

I cannot understand the purpose of a lie, why wouldn’t I want to show my heart and soul to those that love me? Last night I was watching those that are closest to my heart, my love ones, lie to each other, and to me.  As I was witnessing this, all I could think was why? And my heart was just breaking with every lie. I can’t do it any more; I can’t pretend that I believe you, that I don’t see all of your deception.

Don’t you see it? How can you love me and lie? How can you go through life deceiving those that are closest to you? For what reason? Maybe that is what I need to understand, maybe there is a bigger issue, may be a lie isn’t just a lie.

If you really understand how devastating your lies are to my heart, would you still do it? I believe you would, I believe a liar is always a liar, they have no regard for other humans, the intention is to hurt and destroy…

I can’t forget, I can’t forgive… I want to, but I can’t… I have lost my friend, my best friend… just for a lie… and you call me cynic! Give a reason not to be.